"betapa jahilnya saya di waktu itu"

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title:ceramah pra-ramadhan
venue:kolej jati,uitm shah alam
date:28th of august 2008
by:prof. muhd kamil ibrahim (director of uitm johor)

last night,Alhamdulillah,i have the energy to follow my naqibats (k.farah & k.izzati) together with my cute friend (it's true that she is cute) syairah to the boy's hostel (dun't get wrong of us :P ) for the kuliah pra-ramadhan.even that evening i though about my group work which doesn't complete enough to be submitted by the next day,i pray that Allah will help me,makes easier for me since i am really excited to go there (ana x dpt ikut k.farah this weekend to rumah kapten hafiz firdaus,so i hope it can be a replacement for me as my pengisian,insyaAllah).

we arrived there around 9.00 pm and there were not much people already arrived.somehow i talk to k.farah "rugila diorg x turun,khemah sebelah je ngan hostel diorg".k.farh agreed with me and i hope that in another minutes the muslimin will full up the blank chair.Alhamdulillah,x smp 10 minutes,a group of boys came down and the khemah pun semakin full with people.the moral is "don't make a melulu judgement :) "

the professor already arrived and the chairman invite him to start his talk.generally,he doesn't really touch much about the ramadhan.he talked about his journey in life which open my eyes and heart about the greatness of Allah.he always repeat the words "betapa jahilnya saya di waktu itu" since he only learn to recite the Holy Al-Quran in the age of 40.remind you "don't make a melulu judgement :)".

these are among the words that i still remember from last night,not really his words,it is mere summarizing his story :p
"disebabkan saya t'lalu b'keinginan utk m'peroleh jawatan profesor,saya bgn setiap pagi pada jam 2.30 dan bersolat hajat,meminta pada Allah agar diperkenankan permohonan saya,dipermudahkan urusan saya.dan Alhamdulillah,setaelah 8 bulan saya b'solt hajat setiap hari,memohon kpd Allah utk m'dapat jawatan profesor,Allah m'kabulkan doa saya.bukan setakat itu,malah saya diberi tunggakan gaji sebanyak rm80,000.(he ask for just one thing,but Allah double blessing him and give him more :)
dan t'keluar dari mulut saya selepas itu mengajak isteri saya mengerjakn haji di Mekah".dalam hati beliau pada ketika itu sgt takut pd Allah since he didn't know how to recite Al-Quran.lantas beliau menambahkn ibadatnya di mlm hari dgn solat taubat dan tahajjud beserta b'monolog dgn Allah kira2 2 jam,menangis,m'abdikan diri,meminta agar Allah m'permudahkan urusannya m'pelajari cara m'baca Al-Quran sebelum beliau berangkat ke Tanah Suci.setiap malam beliau b'doa,dan Alhamdulillah..sekali lg Allah m'kabulkan doa beliau dgn m'hantar perantaraNya,seorg hafiz Al-Quran utk mengajr beliau membaca Al-Quran.



there are a lot of other interesting story while he performed his haji where you can read it by yourself at http://muhdkamilibrahim.net/kehidupanku (if i am not mistaken).i will check again in my 'kitab' to conform it.the moral of his story,
"serahkanlah seluruh jiwa ragamu dlm urusan seharianmu kepada Allah and let him decide what is the best for us+b'sungguh2la ketika berdoa,khusyukkn hati dan spesifikkan doa kita+ilmu tidak mengenal usia dan jgn biarkan perasaan malu m'colonised hati kita+bertindak mengikut akal yg sihat".

di kesempatan ini,i wish you 'SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN KEMULIAAN,RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK".sama2lah kita m'pertingkatkn amalan dan potensi diri agar lebih baik dr Ramadhan sebelum ini.jgn lupa tarawikh! :)also i want to give a big hug and say a never ending 'thank you to fairuz for supporting me :)thanks to you too angah (^^,)

p/s:i am eager to go back to my home this night.can't wait anymore.really2 excited.yosh! *sambil melompat (promote diri :p )




~correct me if i am wrong :)