Hello Hero.

Forgive me Bro cause keep putting your picture here.Nearly 2 weeks I didn't watch you in TV.I'm sad Bro,I'm sad with myself.Someone,teach me Germany's please,weehoo!For the mean time,jadi hero saya okay(haih,mengarutnya).

Boleh saya jadi piala yang kamu pegang itu?

Please,dont.

Hai,I'm Naruto's GF,wowee!

Presentation case has been postponed to some later date.Should we "Ohhhh,sad" or "Weehooo!".Maybe latter one should prevail ;) I looked at my sisters face right after Mam made the announcement.They're seems happy.Harus-lah kan.Haha.

But,that's not the point.I've met the deputy dean this morning.She asked me to prepare a letter of withdrawal under mobility programme to Hiroshima.Believe me,it's not an easy decision.I saw a little frustrated face there.I tried to give my very best ever cherish smile to her & spoke politely.Hope that she will understand.

I went to class,with some burden to bear.Forgive me heart,I know you do really want to go there.But,lets put the other priority first.Forgive me heart.My buddy sat beside me,heard all of those feeling.Paling tak boleh lupa when she gave me support to continue my plan besides want to provide some advanced money.Whoa!I knew she loves to spend most of her scholarship for the emergency use.But I dont think this is the best for her to spend her savings.Besides,money is not the major problem for me.My focus in the class was not 100% anymore.Perasaan bertimpa-timpa,oh.

Lunch hour,we went to Cafe.Another deputy dean came towards me.He still recognized me even I've only met him a few times before for the EnLAC programme.I waved at him also with my best ever cherish smile."Saya dimaklumkan awak tarik diri?Kenapa?"Another frustrated face there.Even the staff in TNC's office still give chance for me to amend the proposal paper.And it still keep me thinking until this hour.Its hard,its hard!I've to consider my mom's feeling,my class hour that I will miss about a week,my safety there since there's no other Malaysian participants (once I've discussed with Husna about musafir without mahram for women),my project paper(takkan nak tinggal group buat semua),my hostfamily there, and not to forget,the Cambodia trip,insyaAllah.Muslims need you people.

Sometimes,I'm just pondering,"Kenapalah apply dulu,kan dah susah hati."But,it sounds like that I'm not thankful enough for this opportunity,right?Astaghfirullah,forgive me Allah.Redha,silalah menjenguk hati lara ini.Tak mahu jadi putus asa,tak mahu jadi pemberontak.Thanks to all my dear friends for keep praying on me & for the continuous
support.I love you all,fillah!

Saya support kamu dari jauh,kamu?*love in the air*

[Sorry for any grammatical error,saya budak baru belajar]

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Saya selalu mahu jadi sporting,mahu jadi penyabar,mahu jadi gembira,bahagia & membahagiakan.Menulis nota kamu hari demi hari membuatkan saya terkadang menilai di mana kurangnya saya berbanding apa yang saya impikan.Saya makin nampak lopong-lopong yang perlu saya tampal & perbaharui.Nota kamu juga membuatkan saya puas untuk berkata-kata tanpa perlu berhubung terus dengan kamu.Jadi,tiada emosi,tiada geram,tiada mengada.Saya mahu kamu gembira.

Tetapi hakikatnya,saya selalu saja fail di dunia realiti.Tidak bersyukur kah?

Oh,semester ini subjeknya sangat menarik.Tepuk untuk Family Law I.

Whoa,scary!

Ini tahun akhir saya.Ini tahun yang mana buka semester saja,sudah bermacam topik baru menjelma.Tadi saya ada class Juris.Class yang penuh dengan falsafah-falsafah,dengan nama-nama tokoh yang suka berfikir,tentang konsep,tentang sistem,tentang model,tentang kerajaan,tentang rakyat,tentang moraliti etc.Banyak juga terms yang tidak sinonim dengan saya,kurangnya vocab saya,oh!Yang pastinya,apa yang penting,kami perlu bijak menganalisis teori yang dikemuka sambil mengkritik,memberi komen atau menyokong pendapat berkenaan.Haruslah lebih banyak membaca sampai lebam.Mendengar sahaja di class tak akan mungkin cukup kerana untuk menghadam pun makan masa 1 hari paling cepat.Tengok saja lah buku tebal macam roti Gardenia.

Ya,saya budak baru belajar.Pernah dengar kan pantun buah cempedak?Tipu kalau kamu tak pernah dengar.Jangan selamanya jadi buah cempedak di luar pagar Anis.Mari belajar dengan pulun supaya cemerlang itu tidak lagi susah nak dicapai seperti buah cempedak yang jauh itu.(yerp,ini mengarut tapi benar)

Oyeah,saya kan kuat.

"It's all the same to me whether my opponent is two metres tall or two metres wide, I'm not afraid of anybody."

Mesut Ozil, Germany midfielder

Hai Oezil,kita sebaya rupanya,ehem!
Tak kisahla Spain menang pun,2014 kita support awak lagi ;)

Jumpa lagi World Cup fever.Now its time to study fever.

Rancangan realiti angan-angan

[semangat ho-ho-ho!]

Just got a phone call from Mam;

"Nanti pergi Canseleri jumpa Puan ni,isi borang itu,ini etc"

Oh Mama,sungguh tak pernah berangan pun untuk berada dalam situasi ini.Berangan nak pergi pun maybe waktu dah ada "kawan jalan".Terima kasih Mam for so much help.

One thing,at first,punya la saya tak tahu-menahu pun pasal summer course ni-yang saya tahu,waktu tu,after class Env Law last sem,saya ikut Syairah si comel tu tanya Mam pasal summer course-Mam bagi brochure-saya tak ambil part sangat pun waktu Mam bagi tu-balik rumah,usha-usha website summer course-macam best-lalu download segala forms yang ada-kena buat essay,1 page je pun,basically about global & peace besides something about atomic bombing,Hiroshima kan?-tak buat essay until the last minute,yakni malam sebelum paper Land Law II,pergh!-itupun setelah sesi paksa-rela bersama Angah,booo!

In the middle month of June;lokasi di Majistret,check email,telah dijemput untuk attend Hiroshima Summer Course 2010 on 28th July-8th August-Mak,pengsan!-text Syairah-rupa-rupanya,dia tak apply!-hoh,terus merajuk(koya)-nampaknya,terkontang-kantingla saya sebatang kara di sana-luckily,has been informed by the organizer that there are other 6 students from UM,Alhamdulillah!

Esok ada misi penting-masihkah saya punya waktu?Doakan saya kawan! :) Bak kata Fairuz,nanti bolehlah tengok real sakura.

one side.

Hey jiwa,mari ceria!

Selalu mengimpikan untuk suka tanpa balasnya.Biar orang kata hanya sebelah yang berbunyi.Biarkan saya saja yang bahagia tanpa mengharapkan mereka membalas bahagia itu.Supaya saya tak luka seliuh lagi di jiwa :) Free yeah!

"Askar nazi telah menguasai jasadku, oleh itu aku takkan serahkan hatiku kepada mereka. Hati ini milik aku dan aku inginkan hati ini sentiasa bahagia"-The 7 habits of highly effective people.

Yo,jangan curi jiwa saya lagi.
[apa hal pagi-pagi dah bebel]

Dear you.

I should be happy.

You should be happier than anyone else.

But why?Why anger come across?

I've heard once in HotFM,

"Bila marah,cari pen & kertas,tuliskan apa yang anda marahkan pada kertas dan jangan lupa,buang kertas tersebut.Jangan baling pen pula!"

Does this tips effective?

Don't blame me for the things that I didn't do,for the unintentional one.does it hard to get your unconditional love?

Mom,I need your shoulder.

Adam,cepat sihat okay!